Archive for July, 2009

Am I “investing” properly?

Monday, July 27th, 2009

The other night I woke up at about 3 am and had trouble falling back to sleep, unfortunately this has been a fairly regular occurrence the last few weeks. The difference this time was that for some reason, my mind was fixed on the parable of the talents (Matthew 25:14-30). Here’s quick synopsis of the story:

A man has to go away and entrusts his stuff to 3 servants. To one he gives 5 talents (a sum of money in Bible times), another he gives 2, and he gives the third 1 talent. Each servant is given an amount that the master believes they can handle. The first two servants go out, invest the money that has been entrusted to them and double it. The third servant buries what he has been given because he knows the master is tough and is afraid to invest the money for fear of losing it. The master returns and calls the servants in to account for what they have done. He praises the first two who have wisely invested the talents and then disciplines the third servant, even taking the 1 talent he was given and giving it to the servant who had 5 talents and turned them into 10. The point of the story is summed up in verse 29:

"For to everyone who has will more be given, and he will have an abundance. But from the one who has not, even what he has will be taken away" (ESV).

Here’s what I was thinking that night/morning. Am I properly "investing" what God has given me?

I think this was on my mind because we are halfway through our 4 year commitment with NTM, and as we shared when we did Partnership Development, our goal is to transition to Career membership with NTM as long as we are financially able. We knew when we made the move to Florida that our current support and savings would allow us to fulfill the 4 years, but to continue beyond that we believed that we would need some more support. As I have contemplated that, I have had to consider my financial and time management habits, especially since I have procrastinated on continued Partnership Development efforts. I can certainly make a case that there isn’t much wasted in our regular spending and that time-wise our priorities are good. The problem lies in that I make that case in comparison to other people, not God’s standard, and His standard is much higher than mine or any other person’s.

So how does God think I’m doing? Are there areas I can do better? What am I going to do about those areas?

What about you?

More to come on this later.

Back in Florida!

Wednesday, July 15th, 2009

Mom and Dad Ames with Danielle, Evan and Regan

Thank you for praying for our family during the last few months of traveling, separation, and preparing my parents’ house in Gorham for sale! It has been challenging, and we couldn’t have done it without your prayers and help. God gave wisdom and strength when needed.  The house is 99% cleaned out, and family and friends have graciously agreed to finish the rest.

The children and I spent our last night in New England in Maine.  We stayed with Aunt Jane on the farm, but also spent time with Mom & Dad.  We talked about the important things–realtor info, and how Heaven is our real home.

We flew home to Florida on Wednesday evening, July 8. Evan & Regan sat in the last row of the plane, and Danielle and I sat in front of them. My seatmate, Bill, was a terminally ill alcoholic, thirsty to hear about God. Danielle and I read Scripture aloud to him for at least a half-hour, so the people in front of us heard it too!! :-) When we stopped he asked for more. He drank continuously throughout the flight, and by the end was quite fuzzy–he was sure that I was an angel. But he asked me to contact him with info on a good church in Daytona, where he would be visiting his daughter. Please pray for Bill.

My dad is battling cellulitis in his leg, requiring daily trips to the hospital for IV antibiotics. Mom feels she has to go with him, so she has missed many of her own appointments this week. It also means someone has to drive them. Dad is irritable about the whole thing, which is hard for Mom to deal with. So they need prayer too.

We are so grateful for the Lord’s constant love and care, and His promise of provision for all our needs!  He is worthy of all our praise.